Monday, September 20, 2004

blur

Blur

Don't know why.. aku skang ni makin lama, makin blur. Lambat nak faham, pelupa, selalu buat mistake.. argh!!!! Hate it! I don't see things clearly. I don't understand people easily. They have to repeat few times or…. is it because I lost my hearing? Something wrong with my brain or is it with what I eat? Some say non-nutricious food make u lousy. I think I need help… do I really need help? Do I need councellor? Do I have pressure in my head? When I made mistake, I can't sleep and keep thinking of the things I've done. I can hear to people's problem but does it make me a good listener? I'm getting bengong.. arghhhhh!!! Simple thing worry me much. I know, I know.. I need to think positively, I need to breathe in and out… it's not a problem.. arghh!! So easy for u to say! Arghhhh!!! Am I crazy? Why am I keep losing my focus? FOCUS!!!

Argh.. need to change, need to focus, but donno how…….

Posted by ena at Monday, September 20, 2004

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