Thursday, June 10, 2004

4 Jun 1948 , wa…56 already. still look young, full of energy- that's my abah! we celebrated it with cake n kfc. Not to forget a gift - cologne. I noticed his face changed a bit when he read the wordings on that cake - "abah, we love u" instead of the ordinary "Happy Birthday". He was touched, we hope so.

Frankly, our relationship is not as close as we have with mak but we still respect and love him. It's just that we don't talk much. Compared years ago, u can count every single word we spoke to our abah. but that was then, now we're all grown-up and we can easily talk to him but depends on the moodlah Although not as much as our mak, but still can be considered as ok. Sometimes my abah can be more open-minded than my mak especially when we talked about something serious.

I remember the time when I was in high school, my abah always said "No" every time I want to join my friends especially going outside parit buntar. Aduh!! I was so frustrated coz no matter how hard I tried - buat air, basuh keta, pujuk, ampu, rayu..but i failed. Even my mak wonder why if eiry or mohsin, abah senang-senang jer izinkan but not for me. Abah answered her question. Rupa-rupanya dia risau kalo aku kena kidnap. He he he anak kesayangan. I believe he's right about me. I trust people so easily that's why he's afraid if something bad happened. Actually, he's not the only one.. syani feels the same too. Oops! And my bestpren, nora. Nora betul-betul terkejut baboon when she heard I'll travel alone to kl sampai dia sanggup amik half day just to accompany me, help me with the lrt, putra apa benda lagi ntah - muah! Thanks nora.

Sometimes we thought we are strong enough, we can handle everything and we can succeed without other people's help. We are so wrong! Abah knows me very well and I thank him, if not for him, I don't know maybe I'll get frustrated with life, man and who knows I might not be here. Thanks abah. You controlled my life. But you did it for a reason; a very good reason. You want only the best for me and alhamdulilah I get all the best things in life. Thanks abah and I love you!